I sense this restlessness, this hunger for something more… I am seeing this among Christians too… This hunger for something more — a recognition that something is lacking in their spiritual walk, and they aren’t quite sure what it is. They know a lot about God, are doing all the right things, but so many times, it feels as if they are going through the motions. They go to church. They come home. Life goes on… Predictable to an extent, somewhat “safe,” fairly comfortable, but there is this sense of “shallowness.”
Then they meet someone — someone that has a “fire” in them. There’s this undeniable passion and fervency in this person or people. Their eyes and countenance have a glow, and when they talk about the Lord, their entire countenance “lights up.” Suddenly, they sense that they are lacking a fervency and love for the Lord. They feel like they have to force a feeling of love. They know in their heads they should love God. “Afterall, Jesus died on the cross for their sins.” Yet, the feelings of true adoration and heart-felt love seem missing. They may attempt to “stir” up in themselves this feeling of love, but it feels forced because it is.
How do we as Christians/people experience the fullness of life? What does “fullness” of life look like? What does it mean to really “live” life?
When I was reading through the names of God, the name Jehovah stood out to me. It is taken from the Hebrew word chavah, which means life. This name of God literally means the All-existing One. In other words, He is the Source, Essence, and Continuation of life.
As Genesis 1 tells us, God created life. Life came from Him. Every atom, every molecule, every means of energy and matter came from God. Because God “breathes” life into the very structure of life, He is also its very means of continuation.
It also makes sense that because God created life and sustains life, He also defines life for us. Within Him is the very essence of life itself.
I have lived life for 30+ years, and I have experienced what we normally define as living life: eating, breathing, working, enjoying some pleasures, doing, learning, growing, developing, procreating, and becoming a mother, etc..
I have also experienced the difference of what it means to truly live life. Within true life is a sense of absolute wholeness, completeness, fullness. Until you experience it, it cannot be totally understood. This kind of fullness of life does not require any thing, any circumstance, or any emotion to sustain it.
I have experienced this kind of life when I am in close fellowship with the Lord. This fellowship is not produced by more programs, more preaching, more acts of service, more doing, more knowledge. It is a result of simply being in the Presence of God. Sure, attending church services and spending time in God’s Word are some of the very things that can bring us into direct fellowship with the Lord, and they are “needful.”
BUT…! Nothing can substitute for actual time spent, listening, worshiping, and abiding in His Presence. Words that come to mind are: observe, absorb, reflect, and ponder.
The problem is so much of the time, as Christians, we think that knowing about God or doing for God is the same as knowing God, and it isn’t! You can know a lot about God, without really knowing God personally and intimately.
Don’t tell us what you know about God. Tell us Who He is to you? What does it mean that God is loving and loves you? How does that change who you are?
This morning as I was reflecting on the Parable of the Good Samaritan, I wrote the following notes:
We try to keep everything “safe” and predictable and then wonder why life sometimes seems so “shallow.” Why? Because faith requires taking risks. It involves personal involvement, which means vulnerability, humility, and sacrifice.
If we want to experience the fullness of the life God has for us, we have to be willing to be “all in” for Him — that means surrendering ourselves, laying down our fears, our pride, our goals, and letting God use us in ways that will challenge us, grow us, and cause us to “risk” (take a risk). What we risk is far surpassed by what we gain: His fullness — the fullness of the All Existing-One!
In a devotional I am reading, Wonder Struck, it says the following:
Sometimes we have to take risks, …to be wonder-struck by the love of God.
If we are honest, one of the main reasons why we hesitate to surrender or give ourselves fully to the will and “life purpose” God has for us is because of fear. Fear of rejection, fear of failure, fear of death, and fear of suffering will cause us to erect barriers around our hearts, souls, and very lives. We think we are protecting ourselves by not fully investing ourselves or being willing to be “raw” and vulnerable, but the reality is we are hurting ourselves by not. Our “barriers” keep people at a distance, and then we wonder why we don’t have close friends or no one wants to include us. We will miss out on the blessings God intends for us. We will miss out on experiencing the full life God has planned for us.
If you want to experience the fullness of life — the life God has planned for you — you need to be “all in.” You need to trust God fully with your life, and that may mean facing some lies you have believed about God. You need to be willing to be transparent, vulnerable, “sacrificial,” and humble.
I recently heard it said, “Humility is trusting in God.” I wrote a past blog about the connection between pride and fear, and I must fully agree with the quote I just mentioned. Humility requires letting go of our own desire to control the people and circumstances around us, to keep everything predictable. It requires surrendering our wills, our lives, our futures to God. How do we do this?
We do this by knowing Who God is. When I finally experienced God’s love personally for me, I was able to surrender myself to God.
God has been working on my heart to surrender more to Him. He is calling me into a deeper walk with Him. He has stirred up a “hunger” to know Him more personally, to be more aware of His Presence, and yes, to be “wonder struck” with the reality of Who God is. I want every second of my day to be lived in the fullest measure of life — this incredible abundant, overflowing awareness of God and His goodness! I have never known life to be sweeter than it is when lived within this full “awakening” or awareness of God!
Yes, Lord! I want You!